merry christmas?
i have no words left. what words i had are scribbled in my journal. i’m tired. i’m tired of the hassle the drama the “i understand” the “i’m here if you wanna talk” because in the end.. you can’t and you don’t really want to hear it. i don’t want to be shunned and ignored suddenly by both parties. i knew there would be issues and difficulties but i’ve only been here for one day.. i didn’t think they would start so soon. i just want christmas over.
